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[Oct. 23rd, 2006|04:48 pm] |
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Thinks dont go how you plan, dont get caught up in your plans, cuz things change quickly. |
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[Oct. 18th, 2006|08:19 pm] |
Some words of wisdom...
These days, I'm seeing theres a few things that are always true.
There's good and bad in everything.
Nothings perfect.
We determine our own fate.
Things don't stay a secret.
We're all human.
yeah, i'm cool with that. |
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[Oct. 16th, 2006|07:32 pm] |
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Man i'm sick of being alone. I hear all these people bitch all the time about their problems with their boyfriend or girlfriend or whoever, it just bugs me to no end because at least they have someone. Even though I guess the fact I'm alone is because of me. I've been missing what I had with Randi so much lately, but I know that I never want to be back with her again. Sometimes I'm not sure if she's as terrible as I've made her out to be inside my head. Maybe I've just built her up to be this awful, evil person and she just made some honest mistakes, or maybe that would just be giving her the benefit of the doubt and she really did do me wrong. Man I don't understand the way I think at all. Man I hate myself, it's rediculus.. I'm a really open person I pretty much never lie about anything, but I constantly lie to myself. I can't stand that I'm not perfect, I'm rediculussly laid back yet I'm constantly worked up about all these little imperfections I have. Come to think about it, I can't deal with anyone or anything not being perfect, I swear I think I'm a miserable failure but on paper I'm above average. I'll never be able to tolerate anyone, not even myself, I'm gonna die miserable and alone if I don't change something soon. I'm no good with girls, I just don't have any confidence in myself, I don't know why. But I guess I can't say I've been completely alone :) |
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